Каждым нервом, каждой бабочкой, которые разлетаются от его музыки внутри, я завидую всем, кто мог или может, до самого гадкого состояния, на которое я только способна! Я хочу, ХОЧУ БЕЗУМНО тоже иметь такую привилегию, хочу иметь это благословение хоть раз посмотреть ему в глаза. Глаза человека, без которого мой мир и мир для меня был бы другим, был бы хуже, был бы неважен и ненужен.

спишь по три часа два раза в день и оттого мир кажется стеклянным.

Current music: Marvin Gaye-What's Going On
Состояние: поработал, поспал, поел, поработал...даже поXXX некогда

-......so me and my husband.....
-Are you married?
-Yup.
-How old are you?
-21
-FCUK!
-You?
-I don't know. We live together for 8 years now. But he doesn't say anything, so I guess It's sort of a common law or smth....
-So propose him!
-(shaking his shoulders)......yeahhhhh

Current music: TV on the Radio-Blind

imagine realizing that you'll never be happy THAT way again. feels like shit but the only choice you have is to accept it. even though you'll never learn to live with it. you'll adapt, you'll survive, you'll learn tricks but you'll never fuckin' forget the bitter taste of eternal loss. i feel like oyster. welcome back, baby. you've been in this numb, dark room. i guess you was right-there is no exit. it was a false light. and now, after 15 month of hope, it hurts even more. where's our NIN and cigarettes? light it up. well, welcome back to hell. now you have all the rights to have no fears. those who have nothing to lose have no fears.

Current music: nin- the art of self destruction part 1
Состояние: cold hands

feel like

from confusion